The 2024 Prosperity Portal at Mystic Manor : event integration (part 1)
Here’s what’s happened for me since the ritual on New Year’s Eve, and everything I wanted to share at the event and didn’t have time to.
And if you haven’t had a chance to catch it, here’s the podcast we did before the event…
AFTERMATH
Firstly, WOW.
You guys absolutely smashed it. When I say “you guys”, I mean all of the attendees, and my partners in magick for the event, Karen, Brandon and Seth.
The energy field of the candle post-cast, felt like stepping into a bubble where the vibration was noticeably fast and was crawling up my arm giving me chills every time.
It is testament to a group in alignment, when they share an intense desire to bring about a great result for themselves and each other.
Well. Fucking. Done. All of you.
Truly a lovely crowd
So what now?
Candle magick is a tool to open possibilities in a directed and immediate form. We essentially use emotional and intentional energy to program a candle. This program is often baked through a set of feelings, prayers or invocations that encapsulate a desired result.
Once charged up with the program, the candle acts like a tiny wax magician to persist the radiating of this energy to its connections… until it burns out.
The forces resisting the result are anything opposing the feelings resulting in the work being complete.
If you charge it with the collective sensations of you physically feeling, believing and knowing you are healed of an ailment, then you open a portal of reality to that end.
These portals manifest…
…as mini-challenge moments arising as the candle burns, where you are invited to confirm a new belief through choice and action.
…as a completed circumstance where you simply accept and be thankful for the called-in change that occurred as desired.
Candle magick solo can be powerful. Candle magick with a group aligned in purpose and ability can be a loud mess, or unstoppable powerful.
Why do covens, cults, cabals and mystery schools continue to persist after millennia? Because empowered people, who know the laws of energy, whom are aligned in a purpose, know they have the ability to induce change in the world.
Post ritual burn
NAVIGATING PORTALS
Portal as a term is simply a cool way to say “new pathway opening”. The pathway takes the form of events which seek to align you in rapid order to the outcome you are desiring.
When we activate a portal for change, consciously and through candle work in particular, it can feel like we’ve activated an efficient, high XP gaining mission in a video game that will benefit the main mission with a new power, when complete.
How a portal does this is through the unfolding of your day to day life, to agitate your inner world into revealing consciousness blindspots through resistance. You told the universe you wanted something new. To be in alignment with the new thing so you can also hold it long term, the universe presents a rapid set of opportunities to help you become aligned in a short space of time.
Because your subconsciousness is the creator of your reality, this is where the real work begins. You get to see what parts of you have been creating resistance to your new desire, and the opportunity to take action rises up.
It happens in micro moments and sudden events. You may have asked for a promotion at your work, but perhaps you asked for it in an unknowingly egoistic compulsion… meaning you want the prestige and money, but perhaps are not consciously connected to the responsibility portion.
To get you aligned for a leadership role with prestige and money (the secret ask), a series of moments may arise where you need to take charge and guide people in unsolved problems to a resolution.
You might bear witness to people arguing at a bus stop who ask you to be an impartial third party.
A family member suddenly loses their ability to think straight and needing your patience to talk them back to their best.
A waiter dropping food on the floor and cursing themselves, requiring someone to step in and remind them that they’re human.
An argument arising around a sensitive topic when you feel awful already, testing you to keep your level head…
And so on…
This kind of event clustering tends to occur for the number of days the candle burns, and culminates right before the candle burns out.
As long as you’re aware of this phenomena and you can witness yourself as the challenges come, you’ll find yourself in an optimal position to function well.
Another opportunity to use this cool image
MY PORTAL TALE SO FAR…
For me, my resistance was a reflection of being averse to great joy and pleasure if it passed a pleasure threshold. I.E, hinting a subconscious belief about me NOT deserving or capable of experiencing the grandest vision possible for myself unless I ‘earned it’ through unclear, unexposed metrics that could never be fulfilled. Example; “Good enough” whatever the f*ck that means.
I’d coded myself to have a restrictive response to any pleasure received above a certain threshold. How this appeared in my life was in many ways:
Someone offering to give me something I’ve wanted but not outwardly disclosed yet... which I would then not claim, or somehow deprioritize or forget.
A friend offering a service to me, but I’d have to make time for them, over spending time doing laborious things I wanted to do to feel busier / more active in pursuing my dreams from a position of control.
Having space to finally enjoy peace! …and then finding a way to fill that time almost immediately.
Prioritizing helping a friend who didn’t really need it from me, causing me to also not choose to spend more energy on a project I have put off.
Choosing to work more and harder, because “I don’t have enough money” for my visions, instead of spending time in nature, or with my lady.
Not choosing to trust in the infinite wisdom of the universe in alignment with my desires and efforts to move forward… and instead grinding working and pushing even more to control the outcome EVEN HARDER111!!!?!@!#$!%.
Since the candle was lit, I found myself challenging these patterns at a high level of success. I took a day to take my partner on a date, allowing myself to enjoy full presence with her, not diverting my attention to work on my absurdly epic task list.
I felt great. I began to have deep realizations around how deserving joy works and how I have bullshat myself in avoiding joyous activity in favor for busy-work and the illusion of control.
I found myself naturally gravitating away from those patterns quickly after making the choice to break the pattern’s cycle the first time.
I began to see and receive new opportunities and took them.
A client sent me a check that very evening!
I began to hear compliments about specific things about me that felt timely with specific ideas and ambitions I was thinking.
I developed a deeper, sweeter connection with my partner and felt a deeper trust.
I received a clear, powerful and emotionally moving vision about what path could be taken by me to bring about great pleasure and financial wealth.
I felt more gratitude and trust for life in a natural, unprompted way.
I began naturally gravitating toward taking care of myself and not packing my days into a frantic productivity panic.
I was genuinely in more joy and happiness moment to moment.
It’s day 4 post candle burn as I write this. May these words help you gain more clarity in your post-burn integration.
Next part of this story will focus on techniques to work with resistance which arises between you and your requested portal.